Totally and utterly baffled.

Juicy.

Posted in Uncategorized by loisemma on February 23, 10

I still have no idea what I’m looking for.
In fact, I don’t think I’ll ever know.
And I like it that way.

if it’s lovin’ that you want…

Posted in Uncategorized by loisemma on January 13, 10

come on, make me your girl.

Posted in Uncategorized by loisemma on January 7, 10

I found this at It’s Abbey Karson! & loved the idea.

A picture of you in your room.

March, 2007. I found this Ninja Turtle on the floor of a car park! I took this after school and right behind me is my GIANT collage wall. It features things I’ve found/picked up/been to over the years.

A picture of you very drunk.

April, 2008. My best friend, S and I in Israel after a night out for someone’s birthday. I was WASTED.

A picture of you on your birthday.

February, 2009. My 20th. I spent it at university with my best friends and had a party at my flat. Not a great time for me. This photo hides a lot.

The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.

1990/91. My cousin Emma and I. I must have been about 2 here!

A picture of you in one of your favourite outfits.

September, 2009. My friend, F and I did a shoot for a photograph company called Megabooth. We got to dress up in random clothes and this was one of my favourites! I’m not sure I’d wear it out regularly, but it’s only cos I don’t have the guts!

A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.

March, 2009. Before a night out at uni. I was being silly and taking photos of my hair/make up/outfit!

A picture you miiiiiight have edited to make yourself more attractive.

December, 2009. New hat!

A night that you regret.

March, 2008. That guy next to me turned out to be a total DICK.

A picture of you truly being yourself.

Christmas Eve, 2009. Singing in a restaurant in Spain. I love to sing 🙂

The most recent picture of you.

Christmas Day, 2009. Taken by my sister at the beach in Javea, Spain.

A picture of you being ridiculous.

December, 2009. Jumping of walls! Very fun!

A picture of you showing off a new haircut/color.

June, 2009. When I had a fringe and red hair. I love this photo and I love my hair. I’m gutted I cut it all off 😦

A picture of a time in your life that’s over, but you wish it wasn’t.

2000-2007. High School was AWESOME. This is me and former love of my life, B. Amazing guy!

A picture of a time in your life that’s over, and you couldn’t be more thankful that it is.

February-May 2009. I was a mess. I had just came out of a life changing relationship and my heart was broken. I still get sad at times now, but it’s never as bad as it was then.

A picture of you when you were anything but happy.

February, 2009. About a week after the break-up. This was all a front.

A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.

October, 2007. And, boy, am I glad it was! This photo is awesome 🙂

A picture of you with someone you love.

December, 2009. My mum and I 🙂

A picture of how you’d like the world to see you.

July, 2009. Happy and with beautiful shoes, ahah!

A picture that describes how you’d like to spend every day.

August, 2007. In the sunshine with the best people in the entire world. My BESTEST friends.

A picture of a time when everything was changing.

August, 2005. With my best friend, D. My first life changing trip to Israel with FZY. One of the best summers of my entire life.

A picture that makes your heart hurt.

February, 2009. This boy changed my lifeand broke my heart. He taught me a lot and I’m thankful. I still miss him sometimes.

A picture that makes your heart smile.

November, 2009. A trip to Manchester’s Gay Village for an evening of fun! These people keep me sane when I’m miles away from home. (+ N!)

A picture of one of the best days of your life.

July, 2007. My prom. Bloody brilliant night with some fantastic people.

Love,
Lois, xxx

PIECES OF ME.

Posted in Uncategorized by loisemma on January 6, 10

I found this at It’s Abbey Karson! & loved the idea.

A picture of you in your room.

March, 2007. I found this Ninja Turtle on the floor of a car park! I took this after school and right behind me is my GIANT collage wall. It features things I’ve found/picked up/been to over the years.

A picture of you very drunk.

April, 2008. My best friend, S and I in Israel after a night out for someone’s birthday. I was WASTED.

A picture of you on your birthday.

February, 2009. My 20th. I spent it at university with my best friends and had a party at my flat. Not a great time for me. This photo hides a lot.

The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.

1990/91. My cousin Emma and I. I must have been about 2 here!

A picture of you in one of your favourite outfits.

September, 2009. My friend, F and I did a shoot for a photograph company called Megabooth. We got to dress up in random clothes and this was one of my favourites! I’m not sure I’d wear it out regularly, but it’s only cos I don’t have the guts!

A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.

March, 2009. Before a night out at uni. I was being silly and taking photos of my hair/make up/outfit!

A picture you miiiiiight have edited to make yourself more attractive.

December, 2009. New hat!

A night that you regret.

March, 2008. That guy next to me turned out to be a total DICK.

A picture of you truly being yourself.

Christmas Eve, 2009. Singing in a restaurant in Spain. I love to sing 🙂

The most recent picture of you.

Christmas Day, 2009. Taken by my sister at the beach in Javea, Spain.

A picture of you being ridiculous.

December, 2009. Jumping of walls! Very fun!

A picture of you showing off a new haircut/color.

June, 2009. When I had a fringe and red hair. I love this photo and I love my hair. I’m gutted I cut it all off 😦

A picture of a time in your life that’s over, but you wish it wasn’t.

2000-2007. High School was AWESOME. This is me and former love of my life, B. Amazing guy!

A picture of a time in your life that’s over, and you couldn’t be more thankful that it is.

February-May 2009. I was a mess. I had just came out of a life changing relationship and my heart was broken. I still get sad at times now, but it’s never as bad as it was then.

A picture of you when you were anything but happy.

February, 2009. About a week after the break-up. This was all a front.

A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.

October, 2007. And, boy, am I glad it was! This photo is awesome 🙂

A picture of you with someone you love.

December, 2009. My mum and I 🙂

A picture of how you’d like the world to see you.

July, 2009. Happy and with beautiful shoes, ahah!

A picture that describes how you’d like to spend every day.

August, 2007. In the sunshine with the best people in the entire world. My BESTEST friends.

A picture of a time when everything was changing.

August, 2005. With my best friend, D. My first life changing trip to Israel with FZY. One of the best summers of my entire life.

A picture that makes your heart hurt.
February, 2009. This boy changed my lifeand broke my heart. He taught me a lot and I’m thankful. I still miss him sometimes.

A picture that makes your heart smile.

November, 2009. A trip to Manchester’s Gay Village for an evening of fun! These people keep me sane when I’m miles away from home. (+ N!)

A picture of one of the best days of your life.

July, 2007. My prom. Bloody brilliant night with some fantastic people.

Love,
Lois, xxx

Posted in Uncategorized by loisemma on December 14, 09

get me home already. i want to feel normal again.

break.

Posted in Uncategorized by loisemma on November 15, 09

I have secrets. I have secrets most people know about. But the only person I wanna tell is you. I still dream of you and think of you when I shouldn’t. It still feels like someone is putting a knife through my heart everytime you grab another girl and kiss her the way you kissed me. I need to get over this.

For you, forever ago.

Posted in Uncategorized by loisemma on November 3, 09

This has never been about me.
I did this for you.
I did this for you.
Being there for you makes me the way I am.
Every single last one of you make up a part of me.
All the little things I take from your brains that you have revealed to me have made me the way I am today.
Things will change, sure, but because you’ve let me in on your worlds, your secrets, your deepest, darkest confessions.
I’ll be here.
I’ll be here.
You have my word.
I love you, friend(s), and I promise to never let go.

even alive

Posted in Uncategorized by loisemma on September 17, 09

every single girl finds their perfect man. this “perfect” comes in different shapes and forms and ways and means etc etc. i found you in every way i ever wanted to. and now, with pearl jam, the perks of being a wallflower and a huge smile, i’ll chill, just like you told me to.

How to Disappear Completely.

Posted in Uncategorized by loisemma on September 14, 09

it was fireworks and explosions last time. this time was different. being close to you felt like a completed puzzle. we fitted together with no pieces missing. i say this about them all, but seriously, i never ever want to say this about anyone else again.

go slow.

oh, precious precious silver and gold.

Posted in Uncategorized by loisemma on August 25, 09

tomorrow i’m going to israel for 8 days. it’s the first time i’m going back since i left over a year ago after living there for a year. there are a million and one things for me to expect, feel and do. i’m so excited.
for now, i’ll listen to jeff buckley, think about how much has happened this year and dream of future husbands. ❤